Bad days

Have you ever had a day that just starts out good and then falls to pieces? That was my day today. I woke up took a shower and went to my friends birthday party, came home and then BOOM. Everything fell apart. I ended up crying on my bed for a while not moving….Yeah, so that sucked and I have to go to school tomorrow, wish me luck, I’m gonna need it.

The hell?!

You know all of those ‘What house are you ii” harry potter quizzes? I just took a bunch they all gave me different answers! Gah! This is so frustrating! I tell my friends I’m a Hufflepuff but then every thing says I’m a Slytherin,Ravenclaw or Gryfindoor too, the fuck? I think if anyone asks, I’m gonna say Hufflepuff because Hufflepuffs are the ones who take everyone, they don’t have a stupid prejudice about smarts bravery or ambition, they teach students no mater what they’re like, dull or smart, ambitious or not, cowardly or brave or anything in between. They care about who you are not what.

kayleeromesburg
kayleeromesburg:

Fuck this. Fuck this post so much.
Do not tell me you’re best friend would not sit in at your lunch table for three fucking days just staring blankly at your old seat wishing that you were there  to fill the space with laughter.
Do not tell me your younger brother would not break down in the middle of class because you guys started talking about your favorite type of subject in school.
Do not tell me your mother  would not stare into the mirror with trembling lips wishing she could be bringing you home from the hospital rather than having to escort you away in a casket to the nearest graveyard.
Do not tell me your father would not begin working the night shifts to distract himself of the silence at home because you’re not up until the ungodly hours of the night talking to what’s-his/her-face on the phone because you guys are so in love.
Do not tell me your boyfriend/girlfriend would not go into your room and put on the last hoodie you wore trying to desperately imprint your sent onto their skin so they never forget your smell.
Do not tell me your friends would not stare blankly  at the gymnasium wall after the principal has announced your death to the entire school making no sound trying to convince themselves this is just another one of your impractical jokes.
Do NOT fucking TELL ME this bullshit line of how the stars would still appear the sun would still come out the earth would still rotate and the seasons will still change because without YOU you lil beautiful piece of human being none of these people will want ANY of that to happen.
So yes.
Fuck this.
Fuck this post so much.

kayleeromesburg:

Fuck this.
Fuck this post so much.

Do not tell me
you’re best friend
would not sit in at your lunch table
for three fucking days
just staring blankly at your old seat
wishing that you were there
to fill the space with laughter.

Do not tell me
your younger brother
would not break down
in the middle of class
because you guys started talking about
your favorite type of subject
in school.

Do not tell me
your mother
would not stare into the mirror
with trembling lips
wishing she could be
bringing you home from the hospital
rather than having to escort you away
in a casket to the nearest graveyard.

Do not tell me
your father
would not begin working
the night shifts
to distract himself
of the silence at home
because you’re not up
until the ungodly hours of the night
talking to what’s-his/her-face
on the phone
because you guys are so in love.

Do not tell me
your boyfriend/girlfriend
would not go into your room
and put on the last hoodie you wore
trying to desperately imprint
your sent onto their skin
so they never forget your smell.

Do not tell me
your friends
would not stare blankly
at the gymnasium wall
after the principal has announced
your death
to the entire school
making no sound
trying to convince themselves
this is just another one of
your impractical jokes.

Do NOT fucking TELL ME
this bullshit line
of how the stars would still appear
the sun would still come out
the earth would still rotate
and the seasons will still change
because without YOU
you lil beautiful piece of human being
none of these people will want
ANY of that to happen.

So yes.

Fuck this.

Fuck this post so much.

Well…Hi?

I haven’t been on here for a while huh? well I have a reason! I have recently discovered I have social anxiety and it’s gotten harder for me to interact with anyone, even tumblr. I’ve written tons of posts for tumblr but in the end I psyche myself out of posting them. Sorry